i wish people would just be straight with me, whats the fuck is wrong with me…
you ever do the right thing?… apparently i never do. this night was insane thanks to me… y did i even wake up this morning, i can tell u for a fact that it wasn’t for this. im low key livin the shore life cuz thats what i need to get threw the day… every time im want to go on this tumblr thing i think of something to say and i post the opposite cuz my mind frezzes up inside, and i know this.
NOW UR MAD AT ME… and i didnt care till like 5 minutes ago, do i think you should listen to urself, yes. cuz ur not n u know better than that.
NOW IM MAD AT ME… which i shouldnt be, cuz the whole roof shouldnt fall on me just becuz i was the first one to see it falling…
THE SHOW GOES ON… does it?
LOOKING BACK… if you tell me something and as soon as every1 finds out you go in denial? what am i supposed to think? really?
WE ARE RIGHT… cuz ur wrong, u make up stories as u go on
POETRY … the truth is nothing.
sry for writing words on this thing that make no sense…
oh kay sooo… I was bout to tell this tumblr thing how much I’ve been enjoying myself, how I’m actually not low key depressed all the time… but I guess not?
like is so boring right now, the little joy I get out of going to ramona after skool and making fun of people there that think that there so hard. I just wanna go way!!!! and idk like go on a roof or sumthing… for a long time until some1 wants to make my life exciting… it’s that bad
so I walked in the gym for the first time since we lost I think yesterday… it felt so weird, like I wasn’t in “my” gym anymore… like what we work for for 11 months just ended,like that… even though I’ll be back in there in a couple days… it runs though my head all day how I can get better, than every1… its weird how much I care about it, it’s like that hole thing with “you don’t know how much u love something till it’s gone” which I never believed before cuz i always know what I have…. but it makes sense now… since that buzzer rang and I realized that I was responsible for the last game that will every matter in about 7 guys lifes… it sucks
but enough will basketball, we’ll be back soon… but idk i got homework tonight but I dont believe in homework so I’ll find something to do to waste time… so if ur reading this I could really use some thin mints and maybe a missed call from some1 would b nice right now… k bye:/ k bye… k… bye:|